This is my first time.....

So I have never sat down and wrote a blog before but I have had a lot on my mind lately so I thought that a blog would be a good place for me to sit down and write what all is going on in my mind....

I have this AMAZING boyfriend named Tyler. We have been together officially for 4 1/2 months but its really 7 1/2 months. He is all that I could ever ask for. Tyler treats me like a princess, puts up with my funky moods, does everything he can for me and so much more. I LOVE HIM TO DEATH!!!

Recently he has had a calling from God to go to Africa to do some mission work. I'm so happy for him that he is going but at the same time I'm so scared. He will be gone for 3 weeks in December but it will be during Christmas and New Year's. Yeah I know it shouldn't be a big deal but it will be our first together and so it makes me a little sad. I know that he is so excited to be going because when we talk about it he lights up. It is the cutest thing in the world! Even though right now he is at home and we have to talk on the phone I can still tell in his voice that he lights up. But at the same time I am a little sad that he won't be here. It is going to take some getting used to for me. He tells me not to worry about it all but I can't help it. I do worry. I worry about him being across the ocean in a different country...... It is just hard on a girl who is in love.....

I know that God will take care of us during this time because he is taking care of us and giving is the strength to get through these 3 months apart. I just have to trust and have faith. And yes I know that it is 7 months away but with how fast time flies by it will be here before we know it......